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| [1] Sometimes you gotta try your hardest
-» n o t . t o . c a r e [2] He meant everything to her,
but she meant nothing to him.
And the sad thing is;
she'd still do anything to be with him. [3] I absolutely cant stand the fact that after all
the tears, pain & heartache you've caused,
I still think about you all the time... [4] There's somone in her past that she hasnt gotten over yet. Each day is like the last & she misses what she cant forget. [5] No girl should ever forget that
she doesn't need anyone
who doesn't need her.
-Marilyn Monroe [6] She finally admitted that she fell hard for you;
harder than she's ever fallen in her entire life. [7] Beauty is not showing skin & selling it;
it's the natural figure of one's flaws whose
not afraid to be underweight or overweight
but knows that there is more than just looks. [8] I want someone who won't care that I hate wearing shoes,
that I'm incapable of sitting still, that I can't grasp
the concept of cleaning, and I refuse to be lady like,
someone who realizes that half the
decisions I make are usually ones I regret,
and I have the right to overreact at *any* given moment.
I want someone who knows
How completely insane I am
And who wouldn't want me any other way [9] I never realize how much I like being home
until I've been somewhere really different for a while.
-Juno [10] Our prime purpose in this life is to help others,
& if you can't help them, at least don't hurt them.
-The Dalai Lama [11] I Want A Guy... who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. Someone who would sing to me at random moments. Who would let me sleep on their chest. a BOY who would get mad at someone if they called me ugly or was mean to me. I want someone who would call me 3 times a day if he went away. Someone who would let me gossip to him & would just smile and agree with everything I said. He would throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb and then kiss me a million times. Someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh. he would take me to the park and put his hand around my waist and give me bear hugs all the time. But mostly I want someone who would be my best firend and would never break my heart. [12] When I think about you,
I have to remind myself that
if you wanted to be with me, you would. [13] but i have tried. and its still the same.
I cant forget the way you used to look at me.. [14] The two hardest things to say in life
are hello for the first time
& goodbye for the last.. [15] Wait for a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot
who calls you back when you hang up on him
who will lie under the stars with you and listen to your heartbeat or
will stay awake just to watch you sleep
wait for the boy who kisses your forehead
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats
who holds your hand in front of his friends
who thinks you are just as pretty without makeup on
One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and
how lucky he is to have YOU
the one that turns to his friends and says..."that's her" [16] It's so hard to keep it together,
when inside you're falling apart. [17] I miss you so much,
your voice, your touch,
but most of all, i miss how
i felt when you hugged and kissed me... [18] If I'm not what you want,
don't act like it. [19] Goodbye is the hardest thing to say,
Because you have to walk away,
All that's left are the memories,
And the memories, oh how they fade. [20] All she wants is one guy
who isn't afraid to say
"Yeah, I love you, what are
you going to do about it?" [21] Because you're hoping you're wrong.
And everytime he does something
that tells you he's no good, you ignore it.
And everytime he comes through and
surprises you, he wins you over,
and you lose that argument with yourself,
that he's not for you. [22] I just need to forget about
the boy who forgot about me.
[23] Saying sorry doesn't mean anything. It's how you treat the person after it. And after you said it to me you did the same exact thing over again. [24] You give me all the reason to hate you,
and yet I never will. [25] When "your song" comes on the radio ; turn the station. When the day comes that he realizes what a mistake he made & tries calling ; turn your phone off. When he tries coming over ; don`t answer the door. Think of the broken promises, the lies, the manipulation, & the tears, the wasted moments. Think about how your heart used to jump when your phone would vibrate in the middle of the night, & how it felt to your stomach when you saw it wasn`t him & realized once again he hadn`t called when he said he was going to. [26] They say if you love something, you've got to let it go. And if it comes back, then it means so much more. But if it never does, at least you will know that it was something you had to go through to grow. [27] I am everything I am because of you. COMMENT AND SUBSCRIBE PLEASE!!!! | | |
| I think of him everytime I see a silver car... Do you realize how many damn silver cars there are? [1] So maybe it doesn't really matter if you wear your heart on your sleeve or if you lock it up in a box away from the world, because in the end, everyone gets hurt. [2] The stars lean down to kiss you,
As I lie awake I miss you,
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me
Cause I wish you were here. [3] I'm going to find myself a boy
Who can show me what laughter means
And we'll fill in the missing colors
In each others paint-by-number dreams
And then we'll put our dark glasses on
And we'll make love until our strength is gone
And when the morning light comes streaming in
We'll get up and do it again. [4] I have so much to give to you. So much love and heart and soul. So much caring. Everything that I have in me. I am not an empty vessel. I am brimming with passion and smiles and stories and pictures and romance. I want to break it, everything inside of me, into a million tiny pieces and wrap them up and give you one every day until you have all of them. All of me. [5] Sometimes I wonder if you ever think of us. And what happened between us. Or, really, what never happened between us. I wonder if you even care. [6] You know what I miss?
I miss knowing you were always there. i miss the security. i miss the stupid fights that either made us shut up until next time or somehow made us stronger. i miss holding your hand. i miss biting your lip because i was so mad that you held back. i miss you holding back. i miss you not holding back. i miss your scruff and always being amazed that i walked away without severe beard-burn. i miss hearing you gasp and begging me to stop. i miss those nights when we didn't want to stop. i miss getting so f-ing pissed at something you would say or do and trying to deal with it on my own until you made me fess up. i miss surprising you. i miss being surprised by the glimpses of your humanity every now and then. i miss the look you'd get when i'd touch your cheek. i miss how you thought you were so stealth with your mood changes when you really can't hide them from me. i miss how i always knew where i stood. i think i miss your hugs the most. didn't need them often, but now when i do, it sucks to know you're not around to give them. [7] Being together is more than just sex and making out.
It's about understanding the other person.
Being there for them, talking for hours;
making each others' dreams come true, being
in love and not needing anything to keep it worthwhile. [8] Sometimes I wonder what I'd say to you if you suddenly walked back into my life again. I wonder what I'd say to you after all this time. After you broke my heart & left. But most of all, I wonder what you would say to me. [9] I'm learning that sometimes, even when you love someone more than you thought possible, you have to let go of them. It stings like hell, but it's life; letting go to become who you're destined to be. Freeing yourself from the people who just don't fit into your plans anymore. It's all about letting go. They key is to take it day by day, moment by moment, and eventually, when you reach that place, that happiness, that you've been waiting for forever, letting go was the right thing to do. [10] We can't even look at each other. I turn away from you because I don't want you to see the hurt in my eyes, & you turn away from me because you don't want me to see that you still care. I know you do; you have to. We never wanted to leave each other. We just had to. [11] I just got so hurt..really hurt
& sometimes when that happens,
something inside just shuts off. Sorry it's so short...I'll update later!! :) comment and subscribe please! | | |
| So basically I leave for college in 9 days...Anyone have any suggestions on what you SHOULD bring? I've already got quite a bit of stuff buuuut I wanna hear from college life pros!  It's been a rough past 2 weeks. My dad has major neck sugery but he's doing better than he was now. (Thank goodness) and my kinda ex-boyfriend but not really left for the Marines  But his oh so wonderful mom who absolutely LOVES me gave me his address on Monday and keeps me up to date on everything that he's going through...So now I can write him letters YAY!!  Anyway.....On to updating!  [1]Somethings never get better. None of us know why we love,
or why we stop loving, or why everyone we love, we lose. [2]I wish I'd seen you as a little boy, without your armor to fend off the world. I would have taken you under my wing and protected you from everything, so you wouldn't be afraid to tell me what i need to hear. [3]The worst part of getting your heart broken by the one you love is wondering if you’ll ever find the strength to be open to someone, that far again. </3 [4]When you love someone, it will always stay there. I have to believe that even though we go our separate ways, we still will be connected by this bond, forever. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing, but I know it's a true thing. I know that no matter where you go or who it's with, we will always be connected. And when we look up at the stars. When we know it was real and it was why we're who we are. [5]No matter how far I go
No matter how much this hurts,
I wanted you to know
my heart remains with you. [6]I miss those midnight conversations. I miss how you would make me laugh out of my own frustration. But you just come to know that you get so used to being loved, and in one second it can all come crashing down. Now I know to not let anything get that far ever again, because I didn't know how I could wake up one morning and have it all hit me.
I didn't know I could miss you this much. [7]Look, i don't know if theres
only one person on the planet
you're supposed to be with,
but when were together,
it sure feels that way.
-The OC [8]I'm here for you to use, broken and bruised. Do you understand?
It's only you, Beautiful, or I don't want anyone. [9]The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair, remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home. Let's get some comments!! :) | | |
| It's finally come to the point in our lives. The part where new experiences are about to arrive. Whether it be for the better or for the worst, things will surely change. And as we say goodbye to our childhood years, we set forth to a whole new and different journey. We're finally starting to grow up. And it's amazing to think about where you'll be in the near future and what life will bring you. ^^About 2 weeks ago, I GRADUATED high school!!! :D I'm so excited to move on and get past all the drama, cliques, getting treated like a baby from teachers and all the other annoying things that go along with high school. Sure, i'm going to miss it and all my friends but I'm ready to move on and start the next chapter in my life. It's so hard to deal with anything when you know that one person you truely wanted to spend the rest of your life with is making the biggest mistake of his life. My boyfriend, literally the love of my life broke up with me...He's scared of going into the marines and being committed to someone long distance and he just thinks it's better to just be friends. I love him and I truely believe he's making a decision that he's going to end up regretting. He leaves at the end of July and right now, we're trying to "just be friends" but whenever we hang out it never ends that way. I keep telling him we're doing everything we did when we were dating except for the boyfriend/girlfriend title. I don't know what to tell him anymore. I want him in my life as my boyfriend and I want to be there for him. I went into this relationship knowing he was going to leave and I was prepared to stand by him and support him. I've tried everything I can think of to get him to change his mind. I don't want to be friends with benefits until he leaves, I want to be his girlfriend. If anyone has ANY suggestions at all on how I could maybe make him change his mind or at least get him to think about it PLEASE let me know. I seriously can't take this pain anymore.... I appologize for the not-so-happy update.. [1] Sometimes someone comes into your life that changes everything. raises your standards, makes you laugh, & makes you feel like you. there`s something about him that you can`t put into words, & even though you`re not with him anymore, you're heart doesn't want you to let him go. [2] This is the story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody. There was an important job to be done & Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that, because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realised that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody, when Nobody did what Anybody could of done. [3] I want someone to fall in love with
the way I laugh and fall in love with
my smile. I want someone to listen
to the ramblings of my inner child.
Someone who touches my face and
brushes the hair from my eyes.
I want someone who loves me or
at least holds me like they do.
But I only want that if its you. [4] I know you want it just as badly as I do.
What I don't know is why you can't just take a chance on me, again. [5] He's the one boy that actually
got through to her heart...and then he broke it..</3 [6] You have to accept that people
are going to stay in our hearts;
Even if they are out of our lives. [7] It's so hard to keep it together,
when inside you're falling apart. [8] I felt comfortable around you.
When I was with you, I didn't have to be perfect.
I didn't even have to try for perfect.
You already knew all my secrets..
The things I kept hidden from everyone else.
So I was able to finally just be myself.
Which probably shouldn't have been such a big deal.
But it was. [9] I look all around me,
And I want you to be there..
Cause I miss the things that we shared. [10] She needs time to be alone.
She needs time to think...
Time to pull herself together again. [11] Everyone's always asking me what`s wrong..
but I don`t even think it makes any sense,
it`s just -- » my heart hurts. [12] I just got so hurt..really hurt
& sometimes when that happens,
something inside just shuts off. [13] I'm the type of girl who wishes on 11:11. It doesn't matter if it's am or pm, I'll be wishing. I always wished for the same thing. "All I need is him, just him; always, forever & ever." Is there a certain rule that you can't have the same wish more then once? Or that the wish can't last a minute long or that you can't repeat it several times? Or maybe I just always miss the actual 11:11 time because my clock isn't perfectly set, because if so, that's might be why he isn't with me anymore... [14] She won't ever forget you.
You meant the world to her.
You just can't forget people like that. [15] The only thing that's harder than finding the boy you've been looking for... [ is losing him ] [16] When you drop a glass or a plate on the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall, it makes a noise. but as for your heart, when that breaks, it's completely silent. You would think as it's so important, it would make the loudest noise in the whole world; or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of a symbol or the ringing of a bell. But it's silent, and you almost wish there was a noise to distract you from the pain....</3 [17] 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the tears i’ve cried.
the many nights i’ve stayed awake at night
missing what we used to have and what all that
could have been. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- the
pain i’ve put myself through. and all the countless
memories that have raced through my head since
we said goodbye. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- how
how much I actually do love you. how i long to be in
your arms. and how desperate and lonely i feel
right now. 0NLY MY PiLL0W KN0WS -- that we
belong together. the way you would reassure
all of my fears. the way you made me feel.. *COMMENT & SUBSCRIBE* | | |
| I've had a lot of down time lately...(Thank goodness) I'm pretty sure if this week had been as stressful as the past month has been, I was going to explode! So now I'm just chillin in my room (I'm supposed to be cleaning it but I have amazing procrastinating skills). Anyway, I'll stop rambling now and start to update. P.S: Please remember to comment AND subscribe! Thanks! :D Updates! [1] Before, my fear was being vulnerable. The ability of another human being to possibly tear apart your insides at any moment was enough to keep me running. He, however, made my insides come alive, my smile become permanent, & laughter more frequent. He took away my fear and gave me hope. But more importantly, for the first time in my life, instead of wanting to run,
he gave me a reason to stay. [2] I'm never letting this one go, because often certain people enter our lives at the most peculiar times for the most beautiful reasons. They seem to make the most perfect impressions while leaving behind an everlasting impact. Some of the best things in life appear when you least expect them. Things you can never forget. [3] Since we first started dating my momma's always told me not to get too attached to you. After all, you're leaving in just a few short months. But the truth is, I plan to marry you someday. You bring out the best in me and push me to be the best person I can be. I'm not afraid to be myself around you. To let loose and have fun. I enjoy every minute I spend with you and I know I'm going to miss you terribly while you're away, but I'll be counting down the days til I can run into your arms again. I'll be waiting for you. ♥ ^^That's for my boyfriend who is leaving for bootcamp for the Marines at the end of July. I love you babe. [4] It's all about feeling good,
about being who you are.
Thinking you're the best,
having sunshine, even on the rainiest of days.
It's about living and loving,
and knowing happiness is key [5] This is where I wanna be
Right here, with you, always. [6] & it's a rule of life. that everything you've
always wanted, will come the very second
you stop looking for it. [7] We wonder why black and white photos capture our soul.
I think it's cause without color,
We aren't drawn to the makeup, and the color of our eyes,
Or our hair, or how tan our skin is.
Black & white captures the innocence on ones face. [8] I'm tugging at my hair..
I'm pulling at my clothes..
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows..
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red..
I'm searching for the words
Inside my head
Cause I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cause I know you're worth it
You're worth it....<3 [9] Life is like photography ;
we use the negatives to develop. [10] Somewhere between laughing for no reason,
making fun of each other & calling each other names-
I fell for you. ♥ [11] He makes me melt like a popsicle on the fourth of july!
-The Little Rascals [12] It was one of those magical kisses...
The kind where you close your eyes
&& you feel like the luckiest girl alive. [13] He's the one that finally showed me
that guys aren't all the same. <3 [14] I love how I can be a total idiot
around you, and you will still make
me feel ABSOLUTELY amazing. <33 [15] She's your basic teenage girl,
her hair never goes the way she wants it to,
her room can't stay clean for more than a day,
and there is this one guy she is absolutely crazy about...<3 [16] Let's Set The Recond Straight,
no one makes me smile
like you do <3 [17] If people talk behind your back,
it's because you're ahead of them. [18] He's the kind of guy who makes fun of me
&& when I go to walk away he grabs me and
pulls me back into his arms. <3 THATS ALL FOR TODAY!! Pleeeeeease comment AND subscribe! It would make me really happy!!!! :) | | |
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